Shit i'm so bored right know.
Can't find anything to do right now.
I should be sleeping or out having fun,
party party.
But i'm still sick. Coughing the whole time.
I should be with a beautyful woman right now
doing bed excercises.
My other half.
Years has pass and i still can't find her.
I keep looking at the wrong places
I thought i had, but i was wrong. I shouldn't be complaining.
I might not found my other half, but i did find a friend.
She is great... at least she was great.
I don't know whats up with her anymore.
She doesn't speak to me anymore, but at least she is polite.
Every time i send her an sms she replies it,
with a bit of info, how she is doing, family and hugs or a kiss sometimes.
I'm pretty sure that she found a boyfriend, like i said she doesn't speaks
to me like she did before.
We were tight, she always called me or visited me at home. And I,
like the gentleman that i always am and will be, visited her to.
We were buddies. But she made distance from me, never told me why.
I mean, we were really good friends, nothing else, like she always told
the people that asked us if we were a couple.
"No no no... we are just friends, best friends".
Best friends and not able to tell a huge thing like "i got a boyfriend".
I knew it like for 5-6 months, and a few days after christmas after asking
her directly, if she recived more gifts from other people.
"Come on don't you got a boyfriend..?"
"Yeah... sort of. We always fight". She said.
Now, the same thing happens,
she barly speak or talks to me.
Ok ok.. I know that she got a job,
but i mean. COME ON!!!
One lousy phone call, now and then.
There's always time for a 2 minutes phone call,
or at least a sms, so she skipps the part of
speaking to me directly.
It can't be easier than that, right?
Whatever...
do as you please.
I mean it's her loss... she is starting to lose a real good friend.
My parents always told me that:
"you are stuck with your family, but you can always choose your friends".
Meaning that you just have to accept your family as they are,
but your friends, you have the possibility to end the friendship
and comunication with them.
I hate loosing friends, it sucks.
I really got few friends, why more.
You can't have better friends then those i got.
Love you all.
If you ever need me... just give me a call and I will be there by your side.
"För dig allt och mycket mer"
- Glöm aldrig det, hjärtat -
Listen to Robbie Williams - Trippin
*fucking song, can't get it of my head*
