"Total eclipse of the heart" (Bonnie Taylor)

This song is a real classic
A true love song.
One of the best ever.

Check out this band, they sing a cover of this great song.
Hurratorpedo - Total eclipse of the heart


Here are the lyrics

"Total eclipse of the heart" (Bonnie Taylor)
Turnaround, every now and then I get a
little bit lonely and you're never coming around
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart

Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround, every now and then I know
you'll never be the boy you always you wanted to be
Turnaround, every now and then I know
you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am
Turnaround, every now and then I know
there's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as you
Turnaround, every now and then I know
there's nothing any better and there's nothing I just wouldn't do
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart.

SURFACE

ohh God...
i'm hooked with this serie.
Been awake since 6:40 today and watching
chapters 1 to 7.
40mins each chapter.


sea monsters, government cover-ops...

40 minutes untill next chapter is done...

CAN'T WAIT.................................

i'm home

the clock is 01:11 am, just got home
tired as hell.
Just want to sleep, got to pee first and brush my teeths.

"She" called me earlier today... I wonder what she wanted.
I know I spoked with her... but her voice seemed to be shallow.
Should I belive in what she told me...
man i don't know, these days I really doesn't know what to think.
I guess she just wanted to check on her good friend.
yeah.. that's right.. we are just "friends".

ahhh fuck it.
I'm not gonna do shit untill, I'm wanted by some dope ass chick,
that what's to rock my world. *hehe*

HAPPY WEEKEND EVERYBODY!

Bmx & Pills

Had this strange dream last night.
I was on a strange dirt-jump spot,
it looked like one of the walleys
i used to do DH on, near Rancagua.
Lots of green, dirt, kinda dry in some areas.
We were like 5-6 bmx riders.
Matt Beringer and Ruben Alcantara and
some locals there, I think Joar was there to,
And me offcourse.
Everybody was riding, doing different lines.
The jumps where all natural, no sick ass jumps
or strange shit.
360's, tabletops, inverts, one footers, no footers,
no handers, taiwhips, suicides... nothing crazy.
Well the thing that i remember the most is
doing a tailwhip.
it's sick... i made an almost perfect tailwhip.

But i know what caused this dream...

I went to sleep at 3am last night,
after 3 bmx movies and besides that,
i had 2 Panodil and 1 Tradil, for the ribpain.
Sleept like a baby and had these wonderful,
but strange dream.

Tonight I'm gonna watch porn and have the same amount of pills.
;-)

...Emergency Room

yeah people..
it's been confirmed by 2 doctors on the E.R. today.
I'm gonna be a father.

haha... i'm just fucking with you.

I broke a rib on the left side of my chest.
It's not such a big of a deal, it's a little tiny fracture.
So no BMX in a couple of weeks.
The gorgeous female doctor that took a look on me at the hospital,
said that it wasn't that much of a problem if i wanted to ride bmx.
Only if i take it slowly.

Pees out!

...on our way back to Sweden from Amsterdam.

just being a friend...

today was crazy for me....

so close to her,
but on the same time,
so far away.

Just an arm length from each other,
but miles away from being in love.
I wanted to hold you in my arms.
I wanted to tell you how much I miss you.
I wanted to tell you how much I care for you.
I wanted to kiss you...

but the ghost of rejection made a sweet apparience.
it held me back and cry

I...
I just wanted to die.

Signed: ~ Your friend

...if you try to...

"Procura coquetearme más... y no repáro de lo que te haré
procura ser parte de mi... y te aseguro que me hundo en ti
procura no mirarme más... y no sabrás de que te perderás
es un dilema del que tu ni yo no podemos escapar."
~ Chichi Peralta

Bling-bling!!

These are finally mine... so cool!

soon is never to late...

Fue una niña!!!

Felicidades Yerko.
Supe que fuistes papá de una hermosa niña.
Todas nuestras felicidades y bendiciones
para la nueva integrante de tú familia.

i'm a pussy

the cold winter has finally started...
cero degrees celcius today, cold as a motherfucker.
Wonder how it's gonna be with minus ten :-S

My bmxbro Joar is back from the seven sea's.
Nice to have you back safe.

I crashed tuesday evening at AREA 51.
It isn't serious, but my ribs hurts a little,
when i cough or laugh to much.
Made a 180 on the jumpbox, landed fakie and i wanted to make
a sort of 180 again but, somehow i got stucked with
the front tire and i bounced all the way down the box,
with my bike between my legs until i touched tarmac
with my body, while doing an failed attempt of a ninja roll.
I got to take it easy this few days and rest.
I would appreciate some female company, maybe a massage.
:-D



anyway... she called me today and that's strange...
i saw the missed call on my cell.
On the bright side I guess i'll have her company for a month
or less and then like always she will be lost again for a couple of months.
I hate not knowing why she does that, but at the same time
I don't blame her, I have always told her where to find me so.
She always pops up when she doesn't feel to good or have problems.
I'm her sholder to cry on.
I guess that either i'm stupid or i just have a soft spot for trublesome girls.
Well someday I won't be there for her.
I'll be gone... not dead.
Just away.
Doing other things like:
engaged, married, 2 kids, in another country, who knows...

Quote

"There is always someone that knows more then you, learn from him.
There is always someone that knows less then you, teach him" ~ Unknown

message and Southpark photo.

Start message:

"don't be foolish, girl.
I'll do wonders for you, I promise.
Hug you, caress you, put your smile back on.
Just give me a call and i'll me there,
by your side making a better world,
just for you... just you."

End message.

---

"I wanna... I wanna..."

Quotes

"We all have ability.
The difference is how we use it" ~ Stevie Wonder

Friday night

Last nights round:

1. Diamond Dogs - Beer, pictures & Xena - The Princess Warrior
   
2. Paul's Biljard - Beer, pool & pictures
   
3. BurgerKing - Chow, pictures & Cello
   
4. Götaplatsen - Pictures & Bmx-talk
   
5. Babar - Beer, pictures & water.

Plus: Good looking girls.
Minus: Wardrope fee & Cello's anxiety attack.

updates...

Zuup party people!
I'm getting better for each day that goes by.
still coughing a little, but not as much as a few days a go.
The weather is shit, it rains almost every day.
Sucks big time.














Days like these, makes me just get the fuck away from
Sweden and move back to Chile where it's wheater is
warmer and the people is not as fucked up as here.
And the girls there... holy shit...
they are not as complicated as many are here.
Don't you girls here in Sweden care about true feelings
or making the right decision, such as,
dumping that asshole of boyfriend that you have.
I bet that for each asshole that exist, theres at least 5-6 guys
that would be happy to have just a tiny pice of your heart.
Enugh with the trashtalk. There's a whole bunch of girls there that
understands and had made the right decisions. and are happy.
shit... i hear my self talking about this and i picture a bitter old man,
i usually aren't like this, i'm sweet and cares a lot of my nearest.
but so what, its what i feel at this moment.

Now to something else, compleatly different.
Miche, Cello and I had a great BMX session last wednesday.
Pushing the tempo the whole time, Miche taking pictures.
Man... i look so damn good on the photos.
A "fisheye" makes such a big difference.
Check out the pictures here.
not all of the pictures are from Area51.
Check out Miche's site at hubbo.se
My cusin has also updated site to the best counterstrike clan
in the whole wide world "MorriS".
Check out the site at losmorris.cl

More updates...
The best band i the world Korn has updated its site
and is fucking awsome. A whole lot of new things,
it has a Alice-in-Wonderland kinda vibe in it...
Check it out at korn.com
Edge radio to all Rock fanatics at The Edge Rocks
*Requiers Winamp to play*. Get winamp here

"Tonight we party"

pictures

ohh I just love girls with tattoos...

check this pretty girl out, her stars are so nice.

and what do you say about this girl...
look closely














she has dyed her damn pubic hair...!!!
Fucking awsome!!

now... off to bed.
Good night everybody!

*this post is just crap... I had nothing else to do*

i wanna i wanna

*maybe on a t-shirt soon*

I still can't forget the small things...

Shit i'm so bored right know.
Can't find anything to do right now.
I should be sleeping or out having fun,
party party.
But i'm still sick. Coughing the whole time.
I should be with a beautyful woman right now
doing bed excercises.


My other half.
Years has pass and i still can't find her.
I keep looking at the wrong places
I thought i had, but i was wrong. I shouldn't be complaining.
I might not found my other half, but i did find a friend.
She is great... at least she was great.
I don't know whats up with her anymore.
She doesn't speak to me anymore, but at least she is polite.
Every time i send her an sms she replies it,
with a bit of info, how she is doing, family and hugs or a kiss sometimes.

I'm pretty sure that she found a boyfriend, like i said she doesn't speaks
to me like she did before.
We were tight, she always called me or visited me at home. And I,
like the gentleman that i always am and will be, visited her to.
We were buddies. But she made distance from me, never told me why.
I mean, we were really good friends, nothing else, like she always told
the people that asked us if we were a couple.
"No no no... we are just friends, best friends".
Best friends and not able to tell a huge thing like "i got a boyfriend".

I knew it like for 5-6 months, and a few days after christmas after asking
her directly, if she recived more gifts from other people.
"Come on don't you got a boyfriend..?"
"Yeah... sort of. We always fight". She said.

Now, the same thing happens,
she barly speak or talks to me.
Ok ok.. I know that she got a job,
but i mean. COME ON!!!
One lousy phone call, now and then.
There's always time for a 2 minutes phone call,
or at least a sms, so she skipps the part of
speaking to me directly.
It can't be easier than that, right?

Whatever...

do as you please.

I mean it's her loss... she is starting to lose a real good friend.

My parents always told me that:
"you are stuck with your family, but you can always choose your friends".
Meaning that you just have to accept your family as they are,
but your friends, you have the possibility to end the friendship
and comunication with them.

I hate loosing friends, it sucks.

I really got few friends, why more.
You can't have better friends then those i got.

Love you all.


If you ever need me... just give me a call and I will be there by your side.

"För dig allt och mycket mer"
- Glöm aldrig det, hjärtat -

Listen to Robbie Williams - Trippin
*fucking song, can't get it of my head*

...for you everything

sick, tired and horny

the clock is 06:56 in the morning...
tired and horny as usual.
I'm still sick... my throat is killing me.
Going to drink hot thé the whole fucking day.
I can promise you, i'll hate thé by the end of the day

To all of you KORN fans...

this is

Twisted Transistor

Negrita, mi gatita.

I am to her...

everything.

yellow feber...

yellow pedals, yellow grips, yellow fork...
ahh my bike looks so cool.
...more new stuff nex month.
Yi-haaa!