"Dreams...

I'm in the middle of a crowd. A whole bunch of people around me.
I'm not sure if its a concert or a some other activities,
The sky is dark, it has to be at night.
I know i'm with friends, but i can't remember their faces.
I see a coin shining on the floor, between all the legs and shoes that I see.
I pick it up.
As we leave, I see more and more coins on the floor.
I pick them up too.
We go down some stairs and i keep finding more coins
I stop to get the coins from the stairsteps.
We keep moving and watch up to the sky.

I wake up.

"Better is always good...

I'm doing ok
it's been a while since i wrote something here.
Haven't felt like writing anything.
life is treating me better.
I got a job over the summer, the pay is good.
I think... hehe I'm getting payed next week =)
I'm still a bit tired every morning but it's getting better.
It's been too long time since I worked the last time.
Still no girl... but o worries right, at least I got my bmx =)
Trouble is that she isn't made of flesh and blood =S
I still ride her, it's been a lot of park lately and thats weird.
I do prefer street, but right now it feels better park,
the weather has contributed to it a little.
like I wrote a few seconds ago...
Life is treating me better
it feels much better then a few months ago
and I just started to work 3 weeks ago.

This whole thing with maybe moving to Northern Ireland,
it's weird, I got the same feeling when my parents told me
that we were moving back to Sweden.
New experiences, girls, place to live, work.
But that's in a few months.
Now it's time to work, save some money
and wish that I got the jo blater on in Nothern Ireland.

Stupid stupid stupid

i got some more pictures from last Tranquilo day, but i just don't feel like posting them yet.
that sunday started with 2 beers as "breakfast", at 12:30 PM something in Tranquilo we had three pitchers, two of mojito and one of champagne and fresh pressed orange juice (don't know the name), then brunch and after that pitcher after pitcher with beer.....
Marcello toke me home around 9 PM.... i was wasted. Two glasses of vodka/cranberry juice fucked me upp :S
I'm so damn stupid, should never drank those two glasses :S


Take care.

I almost had her... not.

"I'm back in my old classroom, but on the same time
it's the backyard of a big house, looks like my aunts huouse.
We, the boys in the classroom are monking around
throwing pens and books, when suddenly a chair
flys cross the room and lands near me. I pick up the chair
and throws it to "Huaso", but it hits Paulina instead.
She gets up and walks towards me. I say and repeat many times
that im sorry, she is really pissed off, her skirt is ripped,
she gets in front of me and slaps me in the face.
I grab the chair and smaches it on the floor.
I'm angry and ashamed of hitting her.
I pick up the bits and pieces and starts walking to the backyard of the house,
with my head looking down.

Something in her head makes her feel sorry for the slap
and she tries to stop me and saying in the same time that she is sorry.
I leave the remains of the chair in the backyard,
with Paulina following me around the whole time.
She hugs me tenderly and says that she is really sorry.
I open the backdoor of the house and go to one of the rooms,
I think it's the master bedroom.
I lay down, she is besides me the whole time.
Some of our classmates gets in to the room and they wants us to go outside,
the party is already started,
"we are having a great time in the yard... come one guys" they say.
But i just want to sleep, I'm tired, really don't know why.
Im in bed, between the sheets still talking with Paulina,
a friend of her, some years older but still really good looking girl
and a friend gets in the room with us.
So there I am with 3 pretty girls in bed.
One of them is in the end of the bed, while Paulina is next to me
and the third is sitting on the top of the bed behind Paulina with the pillows.
We start chatting about everything when we get into sex and relations topic.
The good looking but older girl gets two dildos from her bag.
Paulina gets one of them cus shes never seen one,
while her friend starts using the other one.
I just want to bang Paulina, I've always had a little crush on her.
I'm rock hard, but she is just amazed with the dildos and on her friend using them.
Her friend gets off screming and shaking.
Paulina is speachless and asks her friend if shes ok.
I give up by getting of the bed and walking to the door, my pants are gone.
Damn it, my buddies are for sure messing around with my pants
or hiding them i get to another room when
Paulina comes to me saying "where did you go?".
"My pants" I explain.
"Get back to the bed, i wanna try the 'gadget' ", she smiles.
Yessssssssssssss i screm inside my head, i'm going to get laid.
I see my pant when talking to her.
I grab my pants that are on one of the sofas, while holding hands with Paulina.."

I wake up...
stupid Marcello is calling on my cellphone.
He's drunk and throwing up, talking about how he fucked up
and he lost his wallet in Tranquilo, he's throwing up at every 5-6 words that he says.

Fuck you Marcello, you messed up my dream.