In those moments of clarity everything falls into place. He knows what to do and what not to.
It is more then understood that she does not want anything else with him. She enjoys him and the friendship, but that is how far she will go.
Him on the other side, won't let it go. She cut him deeper then he thought.
He is healing quite fast on the outside but its on the inside that things happens.
It's often music or states of mind that triggers this reactions. He starts to think about her and he gets slow.. wishing that she could be next to him for just a moment.
Holding hands, kissing, caressing and hugging. Breathing the sweet scent of her body.
He seems to got stuck
I guess he is not as strong mentally as I am, but on the other side. He is more passionate and dares to express his feelings. I can see the struggle that he goes through, every time that he hits that big big wall of hers, the climbing does not end.
He falls every time...
I always ask him, why do you keep climbing every single time.
He always replies to me with the same answer:
"For me, this is living.."
Friday, January 11, 2008
Sunday, January 06, 2008
I'm no mind reader!
why the fuck is it soo God damn hard to make girls understand that we like you and want to be with them?
I'm going mad with them, fuck!!
I get when you are not interested, but when you do... shit, what is it that you want?
I'm having trouble reading you girls, perhaps it's just me...
I know why don't you have a big ass sign hanging to your necks or a t-shirt with words ion it.
"I'm interested in you"
This would make my life and so many other guys life so much easier.
Next time you see me and you are interested, look into my eyes and tell me "..I like you" or just invite me a coffee and we'll start from there.
Mario out!
I'm going mad with them, fuck!!
I get when you are not interested, but when you do... shit, what is it that you want?
I'm having trouble reading you girls, perhaps it's just me...
I know why don't you have a big ass sign hanging to your necks or a t-shirt with words ion it.
"I'm interested in you"
This would make my life and so many other guys life so much easier.
Next time you see me and you are interested, look into my eyes and tell me "..I like you" or just invite me a coffee and we'll start from there.
Mario out!
Something About Us
Re-post from Facebook January 5
I was just browsing on the internet and as usual I ended up on Youtube.
Found this video, it’s not the actual video that is cool. Its the song…
I think i could go to sleep every night listening to this.
It calms my heart and makes me think of… ;) you know.
Sit or lay down on your favorit couch or bed, turn the lights down, turn up your speakers and enjoy this as I will keep enjoying it.
I was just browsing on the internet and as usual I ended up on Youtube.
Found this video, it’s not the actual video that is cool. Its the song…
I think i could go to sleep every night listening to this.
It calms my heart and makes me think of… ;) you know.
Sit or lay down on your favorit couch or bed, turn the lights down, turn up your speakers and enjoy this as I will keep enjoying it.
The one
Re-post from Facebook January 3
Long time since i’ve listened to this, makes you think… a little bit.
Long time since i’ve listened to this, makes you think… a little bit.
Hehe..
Re-post from Facebook January 2
I’m in such good mood at this right moment and I wish she was here in my flat |D
This one is for you sweet, from me to you ;)
I’m in such good mood at this right moment and I wish she was here in my flat |D
This one is for you sweet, from me to you ;)
Moody superstitions
Re-post from Facebook January 1
We latinos has a whole bunch of superstitions and believes.
Specially around new years eve.
Don’t give the new years hugs untill after 12, otherwise its bad luck.
You have to eat 12 grapes, one at each bell. These 12 grapes represents the months of the year. Good grapes, good months, bad ones.. you get it right?
Put a gold ring i your champagne class, will give you economic prosperity the next year. As well putting money in your shoes.
Giving the new years hug to a person of the opposit sex will give you loads of love.
Sit down on the couch and get up on each bell is marriage.
New clothes next year, wear your underwear inside out.
The list goes on and on.. don’t let me start with colors.. god damn!!
New years resolutions.. naa why make promises that you can’t keep. You are just fooling yourself. Dress up, wear a tuxedo, here up north.. just a bullshit thing, i know i’m sorry but i think its crap. Sure people look good a few girls look BEAUTIFUL, but they also freeze their butts off and get drunk/fucked up beyond recognition, just an hour or tow after the putted it on. The bow tie is in the pocket, shirt is all wrinkled, the girls heals are killing them because of the shoes, their dresses are puked by some lame ass kid that can’t handle the licor.
Hey… maybe i’m just bitter because last night was just another night in my life.
I did’t kiss any girl last night at 12, neither did i eat the grapes…
Something is missing and I am gonna figure it out. It was just a bad night.
Shit happens and maybe I was just in no mood to party last night.
I don’t need to believe in superstitions to know that this year is going to be so much better then the last one.
A “girl” will be by my side for a few great months, i’m gonna be right by her side as long as she wants and need me to, loads of sex, more tatts, and i am getting a fucking raise at work.
Life is to wonderful and it goes to fast to be thinking of little things that make you hope about something that might happen.
People… you don’t need anything else then yourself. Believe in and what you can do and accomplish.
Happy New Year fuckers and give me a hug me next time you see me ;)
We latinos has a whole bunch of superstitions and believes.
Specially around new years eve.
Don’t give the new years hugs untill after 12, otherwise its bad luck.
You have to eat 12 grapes, one at each bell. These 12 grapes represents the months of the year. Good grapes, good months, bad ones.. you get it right?
Put a gold ring i your champagne class, will give you economic prosperity the next year. As well putting money in your shoes.
Giving the new years hug to a person of the opposit sex will give you loads of love.
Sit down on the couch and get up on each bell is marriage.
New clothes next year, wear your underwear inside out.
The list goes on and on.. don’t let me start with colors.. god damn!!
New years resolutions.. naa why make promises that you can’t keep. You are just fooling yourself. Dress up, wear a tuxedo, here up north.. just a bullshit thing, i know i’m sorry but i think its crap. Sure people look good a few girls look BEAUTIFUL, but they also freeze their butts off and get drunk/fucked up beyond recognition, just an hour or tow after the putted it on. The bow tie is in the pocket, shirt is all wrinkled, the girls heals are killing them because of the shoes, their dresses are puked by some lame ass kid that can’t handle the licor.
Hey… maybe i’m just bitter because last night was just another night in my life.
I did’t kiss any girl last night at 12, neither did i eat the grapes…
Something is missing and I am gonna figure it out. It was just a bad night.
Shit happens and maybe I was just in no mood to party last night.
I don’t need to believe in superstitions to know that this year is going to be so much better then the last one.
A “girl” will be by my side for a few great months, i’m gonna be right by her side as long as she wants and need me to, loads of sex, more tatts, and i am getting a fucking raise at work.
Life is to wonderful and it goes to fast to be thinking of little things that make you hope about something that might happen.
People… you don’t need anything else then yourself. Believe in and what you can do and accomplish.
Happy New Year fuckers and give me a hug me next time you see me ;)
I think that I know what to do now...
Re-post from Facebook December 26
There are times when you don’t find anything as it should be.
You want something, put the thoughts into action but.. some how it does not work.
The planets are not aligned, the stars show you different paths ahead of you.
You get mixed feelings in your head, peoples opinions and advises, fuck you up. Everything gets you confused.
You see a big billboard in front of you with those words: It’s not time…
I need to settle things right in my head… break the circle within me. I know I am my biggest enemy.
I need to hold back. I have to hold back, at least untill I am sure of this for 100%
Don’t worry.. I’m fine.
I just need to.. you know… put the jigsaw of a brain that I have back together.
The problem is that there are pices missing…
Take care.
There are times when you don’t find anything as it should be.
You want something, put the thoughts into action but.. some how it does not work.
The planets are not aligned, the stars show you different paths ahead of you.
You get mixed feelings in your head, peoples opinions and advises, fuck you up. Everything gets you confused.
You see a big billboard in front of you with those words: It’s not time…
I need to settle things right in my head… break the circle within me. I know I am my biggest enemy.
I need to hold back. I have to hold back, at least untill I am sure of this for 100%
Don’t worry.. I’m fine.
I just need to.. you know… put the jigsaw of a brain that I have back together.
The problem is that there are pices missing…
Take care.
That's just the way it is.
Re-post from Facebook December 26
Is not that I think I’ve been forgotten. Sometimes you want spend time with someone or want something so hard but it doesn’t work or nothing happens. And if you have alcohol in you body… don’t get me started.. hehe.
I had so much fun yesterday and I just wanted to share those moments with someone special.
But hey… it’s not over yet
Well you can’t have it all any time you want in this world..
Have fun kids!
Is not that I think I’ve been forgotten. Sometimes you want spend time with someone or want something so hard but it doesn’t work or nothing happens. And if you have alcohol in you body… don’t get me started.. hehe.
I had so much fun yesterday and I just wanted to share those moments with someone special.
But hey… it’s not over yet
Well you can’t have it all any time you want in this world..
Have fun kids!
Quotes
Re-post from Facebook December 13,
“The first kiss is not given with the mouth, but with the look” - Tristan Bernard
“The first kiss is not given with the mouth, but with the look” - Tristan Bernard
Enlightenment.
RE-post from Facebook December 9, 2007
The weekend was shit except for a few highlights, that cheered me up for a few hours.
But the strangest thing happened last night.
I wrote a few lines to a special someone and after that, some how… I was 0k.
I slept like a baby and today has been great. Like a huge weight lifted from my shoulders.. and the funny thing is.. that I still have to call on Monday to see if the problem is going to be solved.
I don’t wanna jinx it but.. somehow everything is gonna be 0k with the call.
I feel like a divine light is pointing at me.. funny and disturbing at the same time.
There are not many times I feel like this, hopefully I’m right this time…
...an I will be one lucky bastard. *He he*
Peace folks!
Mario out!
The weekend was shit except for a few highlights, that cheered me up for a few hours.
But the strangest thing happened last night.
I wrote a few lines to a special someone and after that, some how… I was 0k.
I slept like a baby and today has been great. Like a huge weight lifted from my shoulders.. and the funny thing is.. that I still have to call on Monday to see if the problem is going to be solved.
I don’t wanna jinx it but.. somehow everything is gonna be 0k with the call.
I feel like a divine light is pointing at me.. funny and disturbing at the same time.
There are not many times I feel like this, hopefully I’m right this time…
...an I will be one lucky bastard. *He he*
Peace folks!
Mario out!
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