I hope this is the end to it.

My gut feelings are getting stronger and stronger
I had this weird feeling that I would see the girl I talked about on my last post.

"This last Friday to me was hell.
I call on my cellphone to her house twice.
Both times her boyfriend answered.
Fucking great!!
Now I have to call her later... when she might be home.
But I had this feeling... that was getting worse with every hour that went by.
When I stepped in to the tram on my way home it got all clear.
I was going to meet her on my way home,
I was so sure that she was gonna be on a tramstop on the way.
But she didn't

SHE WAS ON THE DAMN END STATION...

I couldn't believe it... there she was.
After 9 months damn...
I got shit scared and started to tremble...
but i was decided.
I had to talk to her and followed in to a store.

We started talking,
I knew she was nervous too.
She barely made eye contact
I was now even more nervous and tried not to show my hands,
they were shaking like leafs.
I held my tears inside
And explained to her everything...
I felt better, but I know that we'll never be as close as we were

We hugged
and I felt in heaven for a few seconds.

I said goodbye and left."