The patience is bitter, but its fruits are sweet.

A few words, can strengthen your patience or flush it all away taking everything with it.
I am not selfish, never been. And that is what makes me take distance from people.
I let the other person choose first, what it really wants.
The distance I take makes me think and try to deal with all the feelings that I have.

This sounds stupid but, my expectations in life has lowered since a few years back.
I don’t think it’s that bad.
If something doesn’t work, or the other person does not want to be with you, well fuck it. I can’t mope my entire lifetime on something that maybe was meant or not.
It’s like this…
It’s not my fault that the other person doesn’t see me as the the wonderful, loving and caring person that I am.
Better to leave it for someone else, someone who cares about me… who appreciates me for who I am.... and so the search goes on after that.

Good night people!
I’m out of here, time for me to sleep a few hours.

Later.

“MAR-eee-Oh”

repost from my Facebook December 6 12:47am