One more week... that's all I have left.
I Start working next Monday.
It will be fun and awkward.. *hehe*
You'll see :D
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Just a thought..
Kiss me, hug me, show me love...
Is that to hard..
... how can it be so hard?
... to show me that you are interested?
It takes two to tango.
You can't possibly do start something without the other part.
What do you think it will happen if I am the only one to take the initiative?
I will back off.. very simple. I mean what's the point of me doing it all. I need the same or more amount of TLC I'm giving you. I'm very physical. It's all or nothing. I will put my everything.. otherwise its meaningless to be alive.
If you tell me you are shy, sure.. it's understandable.
I have never needed anyone by my side, but that does not mean that I don't want a girl riding shotgun by my side in this life.
Off course not, but If you are not willing, then what's the point?
I'll just back off and we will stay as friends.
Kiss me, hug me, I need that physical touch.
The eyes tells me pretty much, but your body language will tell me more.
//Mario
Is that to hard..
... how can it be so hard?
... to show me that you are interested?
It takes two to tango.
You can't possibly do start something without the other part.
What do you think it will happen if I am the only one to take the initiative?
I will back off.. very simple. I mean what's the point of me doing it all. I need the same or more amount of TLC I'm giving you. I'm very physical. It's all or nothing. I will put my everything.. otherwise its meaningless to be alive.
If you tell me you are shy, sure.. it's understandable.
I have never needed anyone by my side, but that does not mean that I don't want a girl riding shotgun by my side in this life.
Off course not, but If you are not willing, then what's the point?
I'll just back off and we will stay as friends.
Kiss me, hug me, I need that physical touch.
The eyes tells me pretty much, but your body language will tell me more.
//Mario
Thursday, April 24, 2008
The meaning of my dream..
"Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse. To the hopeful it is encouraging because things may get better. To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better".
- King Whitney Jr.
"..it's a change in your life, a big change" that's what my dear mom said after I told her about my dream, she knows about dreams.
Hehe... but what will it be about? I didn't ask and I don't know and I really don't care...
I will just embrace it, no matter how it will turn out to be.
I'm standing here... like I always has been, towards life and the other things
...arms wide open saying "Bring it on!!"
Latest dream...
I'm in a big soft bed the little room I'm in its kinda dark, there are a few candles that illuminates the room a little.
I'm talking with 2 girls there, when suddenly I realize that this bed we are in has a roof less then an arm length above me, and theres a little thing which I really cannot explain what it is but I know how to open it.
And I do open it and out comes a whole bunch of razors, they jump out like they had springs. I get a few cuts, blood starts coming out of them.
Suddenly one of the girls which I know recognize, grabs my arm and say: "you should try this!" and grabs one of the razors and cuts me two times and then inserts the ends of the razor on each cut, It looks like a shiny badge on my arm. After a few minutes I have 5-6 razor badges on my both arms and 2-3 on my hands, these are cutting me very very deep.
Out of the sudden this guy storms in hits one of the girls. I try to help but this guy grabs my arms and hands right where the razors are and I just can't do nothing. The pain is to high and the cuts gets deeper. I can just scream...
I get loss from his grip my hands and arms are bleeding heavy. I start ripping the razors off, more blood, deeper cuts, the guy punches my a few more times until i get my hands free of razors. My hands are a disaster, I can't stop the shaking, big cuts where it oozes blood from. I hear the guy attacking the same girl again, I get in between. Damn coward, he's doing this of jealousy. I grab him by one of the arms, bitch slap him a few times and throw him out of the front door.
I close the door, ...and everything gets pitch black.
Now, is this something about what's gonna happen this summer??
I'm talking with 2 girls there, when suddenly I realize that this bed we are in has a roof less then an arm length above me, and theres a little thing which I really cannot explain what it is but I know how to open it.
And I do open it and out comes a whole bunch of razors, they jump out like they had springs. I get a few cuts, blood starts coming out of them.
Suddenly one of the girls which I know recognize, grabs my arm and say: "you should try this!" and grabs one of the razors and cuts me two times and then inserts the ends of the razor on each cut, It looks like a shiny badge on my arm. After a few minutes I have 5-6 razor badges on my both arms and 2-3 on my hands, these are cutting me very very deep.
Out of the sudden this guy storms in hits one of the girls. I try to help but this guy grabs my arms and hands right where the razors are and I just can't do nothing. The pain is to high and the cuts gets deeper. I can just scream...
I get loss from his grip my hands and arms are bleeding heavy. I start ripping the razors off, more blood, deeper cuts, the guy punches my a few more times until i get my hands free of razors. My hands are a disaster, I can't stop the shaking, big cuts where it oozes blood from. I hear the guy attacking the same girl again, I get in between. Damn coward, he's doing this of jealousy. I grab him by one of the arms, bitch slap him a few times and throw him out of the front door.
I close the door, ...and everything gets pitch black.
Now, is this something about what's gonna happen this summer??
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Ain't it funny how...
I listened to this on the radio the other day.
It's hard to explain, I got some screwed up feelings and emotions in my head everytime i listen to this song.
Reminds me of past times where I had fun and thought it all was for real, and it wasn't...
Please try to enjoy it as much as I have ;)
Kanye West - Homecoming feat. Chris Martin
It's hard to explain, I got some screwed up feelings and emotions in my head everytime i listen to this song.
Reminds me of past times where I had fun and thought it all was for real, and it wasn't...
Please try to enjoy it as much as I have ;)
Kanye West - Homecoming feat. Chris Martin
Monday, April 21, 2008
Sunday, April 20, 2008
*Update
It's around 00:30 am something and I just got home.
Been drinking and having fun, watching the girls move their "colitas".
Still pretty sore, noticed that my left elbow is kinda swollen and the left side of my lower back is hurt to.
I do feel 0k, I didn't hit my head, so the chances of not waking up tomorrow are pretty low.
See you in the morning.
Been drinking and having fun, watching the girls move their "colitas".
Still pretty sore, noticed that my left elbow is kinda swollen and the left side of my lower back is hurt to.
I do feel 0k, I didn't hit my head, so the chances of not waking up tomorrow are pretty low.
See you in the morning.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
I only hurts when I feel..
bailed today at a miniramp with my bmx.
Had my homekeys on me, fell on them..
My right elbow and shoulder are a little bit sore too but I'm 0k.
Shit happens..
A good hot shower now will do me good.. I wonder what will happen later today :D
Take care pps!
Had my homekeys on me, fell on them..
My right elbow and shoulder are a little bit sore too but I'm 0k.
Shit happens..
A good hot shower now will do me good.. I wonder what will happen later today :D
Take care pps!
Kenneth Parcell
my new hero...
Kenneth Parcell is the characters name on the series called "30 Rock"
His real name is Jack McBrayer.
I fucking love this guy, he makes me crack every single time with his comments *haha*
Watch out for the Jerry Seinfield part
Check him here to on the new Mariah Carey video "Touch my body"
Kenneth Parcell is the characters name on the series called "30 Rock"
His real name is Jack McBrayer.
I fucking love this guy, he makes me crack every single time with his comments *haha*
Watch out for the Jerry Seinfield part
Check him here to on the new Mariah Carey video "Touch my body"
Friday, April 18, 2008
Just relax...
Sometimes no matter how much you want things to happen.. things just stop.
Everything is on hold.
What to do...?
Just relax lay back and take it easy.
There will be time for it.
There is always time.
Have a great weekend!
Everything is on hold.
What to do...?
Just relax lay back and take it easy.
There will be time for it.
There is always time.
Have a great weekend!
There is more in it.. Can you feel it?
"My sweet fucked up bitterness enriches me, makes me see things from a different view, it tells me that it was not meant to be like I thought it was or had planned.
Life has many turns and I am here to enjoy life as long as my heart feels".
I have nothing planned for this weekend, like I always do. Never think about things I have to do. Like I don't have the urge to go out and party, have a drink, never had.
Things happens always around me.
It's always something that comes up.
Today is a lovely and sunny day and my parents are having a BBQ. Tomorrow Saturday, theres a football game, a friend has its debut. We'll be there cheering for him.
Sunday, hmm who knows.. perhaps the movies, bmx ride, out shopping, a walk, meeting that new special girl or perhaps a new girl... like I said, who knows what's gonna happen?
...but I do feel it" :D
It's my way of living, I enjoy it others are scared of the thought of being forgotten.
I do have planned some for this next months, and that are getting material things. Getting my flat furnished. As soon as the "cash-ing" start filling my pockets, I'll be spending it on pimpin' this lovely place.
Tell you Mom I said Hi!
Life has many turns and I am here to enjoy life as long as my heart feels".
I have nothing planned for this weekend, like I always do. Never think about things I have to do. Like I don't have the urge to go out and party, have a drink, never had.
Things happens always around me.
It's always something that comes up.
Today is a lovely and sunny day and my parents are having a BBQ. Tomorrow Saturday, theres a football game, a friend has its debut. We'll be there cheering for him.
Sunday, hmm who knows.. perhaps the movies, bmx ride, out shopping, a walk, meeting that new special girl or perhaps a new girl... like I said, who knows what's gonna happen?
...but I do feel it" :D
It's my way of living, I enjoy it others are scared of the thought of being forgotten.
I do have planned some for this next months, and that are getting material things. Getting my flat furnished. As soon as the "cash-ing" start filling my pockets, I'll be spending it on pimpin' this lovely place.
Tell you Mom I said Hi!
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
My first Munny.
Some time ago I found on the internet this weird little toys that you could design/paint yourself, but somehow i forgot about them.
Now... a couple of weeks ago I was reminded of their existence, and I just had to buy one.
I'm flat broke, but i just had to get one.
They are called Munny's.
I bought the Mini Munny. They come in white, pink and blue and are 10 cm's tall.
There are bigger sizes but i decided to start with the Mini Munny's.
I'm no Picasso yet, but I love the fact that I can do what ever I want to them.
I call this one "NoName Yet"
Now... a couple of weeks ago I was reminded of their existence, and I just had to buy one.
I'm flat broke, but i just had to get one.
They are called Munny's.
I bought the Mini Munny. They come in white, pink and blue and are 10 cm's tall.
There are bigger sizes but i decided to start with the Mini Munny's.
I'm no Picasso yet, but I love the fact that I can do what ever I want to them.
I call this one "NoName Yet"
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