"My sweet fucked up bitterness enriches me, makes me see things from a different view, it tells me that it was not meant to be like I thought it was or had planned.
Life has many turns and I am here to enjoy life as long as my heart feels".
I have nothing planned for this weekend, like I always do. Never think about things I have to do. Like I don't have the urge to go out and party, have a drink, never had.
Things happens always around me.
It's always something that comes up.
Today is a lovely and sunny day and my parents are having a BBQ. Tomorrow Saturday, theres a football game, a friend has its debut. We'll be there cheering for him.
Sunday, hmm who knows.. perhaps the movies, bmx ride, out shopping, a walk, meeting that new special girl or perhaps a new girl... like I said, who knows what's gonna happen?
...but I do feel it" :D
It's my way of living, I enjoy it others are scared of the thought of being forgotten.
I do have planned some for this next months, and that are getting material things. Getting my flat furnished. As soon as the "cash-ing" start filling my pockets, I'll be spending it on pimpin' this lovely place.
Tell you Mom I said Hi!
