“You see the trouble with me
I’ve got a head full of fuck
I’m a basket case
I don’t think I can love, love, love...”
- Robbie Williams
Feeling that something is wrong, hits me often. Gut feelings, sixth sense..
Call it what ever you want, but I get them.
But it has it downsides to as well.
If I have loads of things in my head, I am not sure of witch one the its about, and I usually pick the wrong one…
I get confused..
I can’t express myself the right way…
But I am learning… it takes time.
No one said life would be easy.
Mario out!
*Kommunals a-kassa EU/ESS-enheten SUGER KUK!!
Friday, December 07, 2007
The patience is bitter, but its fruits are sweet.
A few words, can strengthen your patience or flush it all away taking everything with it.
I am not selfish, never been. And that is what makes me take distance from people.
I let the other person choose first, what it really wants.
The distance I take makes me think and try to deal with all the feelings that I have.
This sounds stupid but, my expectations in life has lowered since a few years back.
I don’t think it’s that bad.
If something doesn’t work, or the other person does not want to be with you, well fuck it. I can’t mope my entire lifetime on something that maybe was meant or not.
It’s like this…
It’s not my fault that the other person doesn’t see me as the the wonderful, loving and caring person that I am.
Better to leave it for someone else, someone who cares about me… who appreciates me for who I am.... and so the search goes on after that.
Good night people!
I’m out of here, time for me to sleep a few hours.
Later.
“MAR-eee-Oh”
repost from my Facebook December 6 12:47am
I am not selfish, never been. And that is what makes me take distance from people.
I let the other person choose first, what it really wants.
The distance I take makes me think and try to deal with all the feelings that I have.
This sounds stupid but, my expectations in life has lowered since a few years back.
I don’t think it’s that bad.
If something doesn’t work, or the other person does not want to be with you, well fuck it. I can’t mope my entire lifetime on something that maybe was meant or not.
It’s like this…
It’s not my fault that the other person doesn’t see me as the the wonderful, loving and caring person that I am.
Better to leave it for someone else, someone who cares about me… who appreciates me for who I am.... and so the search goes on after that.
Good night people!
I’m out of here, time for me to sleep a few hours.
Later.
“MAR-eee-Oh”
repost from my Facebook December 6 12:47am
Escibeme pronto
…escribeme,
escribeme,
escribeme pronto,
que yo soy muy paciente,
pero no soy tonto…
repost from my Facebook December 1 12:57pm
escribeme,
escribeme pronto,
que yo soy muy paciente,
pero no soy tonto…
repost from my Facebook December 1 12:57pm
Sunday, September 23, 2007
news in H A R M O N Y
I am a lazy bastard.
I just don't want to write her anymore... or at least for the moment.
Everything is ok in my life.
I am in HARMONY!
I got 2 months extended at work, i.e. they have to give me work next year :D
New apartment or flat, whatever yous want to call it :D Its in the city, finally my own shit.
I AM SOOOOOOO HAPPY!!
And the coolest thing ever, my brother lives in the same building. Brothers and neighbours :D:D fucking awesome!
More GuitarHero to the PEOPLE!!
I just don't want to write her anymore... or at least for the moment.
Everything is ok in my life.
I am in HARMONY!
I got 2 months extended at work, i.e. they have to give me work next year :D
New apartment or flat, whatever yous want to call it :D Its in the city, finally my own shit.
I AM SOOOOOOO HAPPY!!
And the coolest thing ever, my brother lives in the same building. Brothers and neighbours :D:D fucking awesome!
More GuitarHero to the PEOPLE!!
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Mac D times 8
This happens after you buy 4 Megamenys at Mac D's.
2 Big Mac's x 4 persons = 8 Big Mac's
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Monday, June 18, 2007
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Saturday, May 26, 2007
S.N.A.F.U.
All is good.
That's the reason why I haven't written anything in a long time.
I'm just here to pimp the blog a bit.
Cheers!
That's the reason why I haven't written anything in a long time.
I'm just here to pimp the blog a bit.
Cheers!
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Back in town!
I'm back in Sweden.
2 weeks off before i start on my old job.
Everything is good... the girl i had been writing about, long gone from my head.
She is still in my heart, she will always be.
I just realized that she is not the one. I was just a fling or at least that is what I might meant to her.
If she cannot love me the way I loved her, then that was not ment to be.
I'm not bitter, even if it sounds like it.
She broke my heart..
A few girls has come after her and made me, not forget about her, but it made me feel better. I do now that there are other girls.
No sabes cuanto te quise.
2 weeks off before i start on my old job.
Everything is good... the girl i had been writing about, long gone from my head.
She is still in my heart, she will always be.
I just realized that she is not the one. I was just a fling or at least that is what I might meant to her.
If she cannot love me the way I loved her, then that was not ment to be.
I'm not bitter, even if it sounds like it.
She broke my heart..
A few girls has come after her and made me, not forget about her, but it made me feel better. I do now that there are other girls.
No sabes cuanto te quise.
Monday, March 12, 2007
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Stone Sour - Through Glass
I have listened to this song and watching its video over and over again for the last weeks...
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Valentine's Day
like always when i am too lazy or when to much things happens... i just forget or i don't make time for myself to write a few lines.
It's Valentines day tomorrow... and i feel like crap.
I have just met this girl that's very much in to me, but i can't feel the same way towards her.
It feels like I'm trying to empty a sea with a cup.
No matter how much i try, i cannot do it.
A very good friend told me to enjoy as much as i can with this girl as long as i haven't promise her anything and of course as long as she is OK with it.
(My friend is actually a girl, so to you girls who thinks my friend is a pig, :P)
To end a relationship, no matter how long or short time it was, as long as you have put your entire being into it, its still gonna hurt long after its over.
I do now know, why people tend to live in the past, the want to live those moments again, where they where in love and everything was beautiful and the didn't think of anything else then give love to the person they were in love with.
To feel that beautiful thing called LOVE.
It bugs the shit of me and the more i think of it the more angry and regret i feel towards my ex girlfriend for not loving me in the same way that i loved her.
But that is just stupid, how can i be angry towards the person who noticed me in the crowd, when no one else did, in this cold country.
I am stupid and this is just mixed feelings because i am not mature enough to deal with this, and i never will be. It's just the way i am.
People always say that "time heals all pain".
That's just bullshit... it just teaches you how to deal with them, how to put a side them.
That's what i got in my mind at the moment, and I'm certain that with the years i will know how to deal with them.
For now its dark in my tunnel, a few sparks of light here and there, but no end of it yet.
For all of you that are in love, tell your sweetheart that you love them, because you never know what will happens tomorrow.
Happy Valentine's Day
It's Valentines day tomorrow... and i feel like crap.
I have just met this girl that's very much in to me, but i can't feel the same way towards her.
It feels like I'm trying to empty a sea with a cup.
No matter how much i try, i cannot do it.
A very good friend told me to enjoy as much as i can with this girl as long as i haven't promise her anything and of course as long as she is OK with it.
(My friend is actually a girl, so to you girls who thinks my friend is a pig, :P)
To end a relationship, no matter how long or short time it was, as long as you have put your entire being into it, its still gonna hurt long after its over.
I do now know, why people tend to live in the past, the want to live those moments again, where they where in love and everything was beautiful and the didn't think of anything else then give love to the person they were in love with.
To feel that beautiful thing called LOVE.
It bugs the shit of me and the more i think of it the more angry and regret i feel towards my ex girlfriend for not loving me in the same way that i loved her.
But that is just stupid, how can i be angry towards the person who noticed me in the crowd, when no one else did, in this cold country.
I am stupid and this is just mixed feelings because i am not mature enough to deal with this, and i never will be. It's just the way i am.
People always say that "time heals all pain".
That's just bullshit... it just teaches you how to deal with them, how to put a side them.
That's what i got in my mind at the moment, and I'm certain that with the years i will know how to deal with them.
For now its dark in my tunnel, a few sparks of light here and there, but no end of it yet.
For all of you that are in love, tell your sweetheart that you love them, because you never know what will happens tomorrow.
Happy Valentine's Day
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