Woke up very anxious today, perhaps a bit to grumpy.
Slept not so good.
I had a lot in my head, a strange dream that i couldn't quite figure out, vibes at work that I couldn't understand either, you know something is up but, it's way to blurry to see it clear, a whole bible of issues just popped up in my head.
All this made me over analyze, things and feeling that I though I was over, that I normally don't put so much into thinking.
I normally think well If it didn't work well fuck it, I move on. I can't be thinking my whole life on what it could be, but today I was analyzing every little fucking thing.
The worst thing was that I could not talk about it, vent or anything... well actually I didn't want to talk about it because it's really nonsense, I had the damn bull by the horns but I couldn't figure things out because people kept asking me what was wrong.
...I'm over it now, thinking about it now... and it's like it always is.
I have moved on, nothing bothers me at this moment..
Feeling fucked up again, it feels good :D
