Almost every time I'm in a conversation with her or she gets in,
it turns into a fucking discussion and she has to win.
She has to prove that I am wrong or that her values are stronger.
Why has this shit to happen?
I like her, she is a good friend of me. I had a wonderfull time with her and I do not regret anything.
I don't want to get into this damn discussions anymore.
For her it's a competition the whole time.
I prefer to just go... leave the room or place, I can't make her understand my points or ideas.
Is it because we had sex?
Was I not good enough for her and she wants to make me understand that?
Am I less then her?
or could it be that she is hurt with me in anyway?
That I didn't wanted to become more serious with her?
Does she feel insecure about something? Us as friends?
Why is it so hard for people to just tell?
I know you probably think why don't you ask her, what is wrong?
It's complicated, I see in her eyes that she does not want to share... and with people that are like that... you just can't do anything.
Just wait... wait until the person feels 0k to talk about it
Was it just a game before we hooked up?
It does seems that I got played...
I know that things can never be the same after sex is involved
but you can at least try, I mean you don't have to fake that everything is peachy but at least make an effort.
Why is it easier to hurt and pick on someone then just keep loving and feeling good about the person??
