Merry X-mas!!

Shake shake shake

[Intro]
Aah everybody, get on the floor, let's dance!
Don't fight the feelin', give yourself a chance!

Shake shake shake, shake shake shake,
Shake your booty! Shake your booty!
Oh, shake shake shake, shake shake shake,
Shake your booty! Shake your booty.

Aah, You can, you can do it, very well.
You're the, best in the world, I can tell.

Oh, Shake shake shake, shake shake shake,
Shake your booty! Shake your booty!
Oh, shake shake shake, shake shake shake,
Shake your booty! Shake your booty.
(WoWohoo, Yeah!)
Shake shake, shake shake!

Aah, Shake shake, shake shake!

Aah, Shake shake shake, shake shake shake,
Shake your booty! Shake your booty!
Oh, shake shake shake, shake shake shake,
Shake your booty! Shake your booty.

Aah, Shake shake, shake shake, shake your booty!
Aah, don't fight the feeling.
Shake shake, shake shake, shake your booty!
Aah, give yourself a chance.
Shake shake, shake shake, shake your booty!
You can do it! do it!
Shake shake, shake shake, shake your booty!
(Come home with momma now!)
Shake shake, shake shake, shake your booty!
WoooHOOOOHoooo!
Shake shake, shake shake, shake your booty!
Aah, run down to sister.
Shake shake(come on), shake shake(come on), on your booty!
Aah! do your duty. Aah haa!
[Fade out:] Shake shake(come on), shake shake(come on), on your booty!

...smile

Goooool de Chile!

Random Internet shit

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Barry Manilow "Can´t smile without you"

Issues?

Big fucking issues!!
It's so sad and fucking pathetic to see you like this, that it makes me laugh.

Quotes

"It's not me, it's you".

Quotes

"Envy is the ulcer of the soul".

Socrates (469 BC - 399 BC)

Sacrifice

The spark in is gone.
The soul has no north
I see an empty shell walking the earth.
I know how to start the fire again,
but it's not my task anymore.

Acceptance is key.
Leaving you is my sacrifice.
Please forgive me.

I'm a bad influence...

still thinking that there is....

Twitter

If you are like me and got shit for brains and have the urge to spit out almost everything you are thinking about at that precise moment then this thing is for you (me!).
Twitter

Twitter exists as an application on Facebook as well.
Twitter on Facebook

Go nuts!!

Feliz 18 CONCHETUMADRE!!!

Statement

If you are the BEST,
then I am the GREATEST!

Leave Out All The Rest

listen to its lyrics people...

More on my walls

A set of 2 small canvas.
The photo quality is SHIT and will continue to be shit until I buy me a proper digital camera, and that will take some time.

Informat!on

Seems that I have been fucking around to much with this thing here.
Listening to much on what people have to say and I have been listening waaaay to much BULLSHIT on what I have or not to write about.

My life is very good at this moment.
It can always be better, off course, but that's life.
The grass will always be greener...

I always try to make the best of everything.
Still alone, I have to this moment in my life never needed someone next to me except friends and my dear family.
I would love to have that someone special someone next to me, like everybody else,
but I haven't find her, or perhaps she hasn't found me yet.
Anyhow it will happen (fingers crossed)

I'm a sucker for romance and being seduced.
That's right, I love being seduced.
It's not that I think that I am the shit and everything has to rotate around me.
Just seems, that they know what they want in their life.
And if they want me to be part of their life, I'll be there.
Loving them and giving everything I can from the bottom of my heart.

I tell people once, about food being served.
I ask three times, if I see people in need of help.
I always help people, specially friends, when they need it.
But when people come to me with the same fucking problems over and over again.
Shit.. it gets repetitive and FUCKING BORING!!!!!, specially if they don't do shit as I said or if they keep ignoring me when I'm telling them.

It's not that I don't have patience, I just get bored.
Why helping someone that asks for my help, guidance or advice, if they just throw it away as soon as they are gone.
People that wants advice, asks for another point of view on their problem that might help them dealing or solving the problem or problems.
If they don't want to accept or deal with how others see their shit, then they are just looking for someone to tell about their whining.

Naaa.. fuck it. FUCK IT

I'll get back to this issue some other time.
Got a few dishes left and the latest episode of Entourage to see before going to bed.

Just give me a call if you want to hang out ;)

news flash..

I just fucked up my food this evening.
I miss calculated and now I have 2 days of food that is too salty.
The good news is that I just heard that putting to much salt on the food means that you are in love.

Could this be?
Am I in love???

I... do recall having a dream last night, about this girl that I find interesting.
In this dream someone from work told me he had hit it of with her and that they were now dating.
I woke up, a bit out of balance, a bit disturbed, thinking was this true or just my imagination.
I had to check my cellphone right a way to see if the message was real, it wasn't. but the funny thing is... why did I woke up like this, disturbed about such thing? That is just stupid.

Something is going on in my head...

Shit!

Funny...

Sports Drink Commercial

...walking back to the hotel

in the middle of the night
she waited...
Grabbed my arm and walked next to me.
It felt nice
It felt very nice.

Hopefully what happened in Åland won't just stay there ;)

Missing the point..

We are worlds apart now,
still looking at each other.
Now sadly as strangers,
each with a missing particle in our systems.
Mine is just to see you happy...

I'm singing that melody

Ukulele Orchestra of Great Britain

Who want to see this orchestra with me?

I got this thougth in my head and it does make sense... in a strang way. Could she or is she pregnant? Hmm...

Testing this with my cellphone.

waking away...

remebering some old shit :S

Quotes

'Tienes que elegir, o polvo salvaje con desconocido,
o polvo de amor con salvaje conocido.'

- Lúcia y el sexo

Hmm... Just a thought

Is being shy the latest fly??
Come on girls show me some balls!! :P
Please... Seduce me next time I say "Hi" to you ;)

I dare... do you?

Look me in the eyes.
Do you remember me??
Look deep.
You see??
Come closer.
Take my hand.
Let's have some fun
Kiss me
Fuck the consequences and fuck everything else for a moment.
Just kiss me ;)
I won't tell.. if you don't tell.

last weekend...

I had a great weekend.
Started on thursday with just getting drunk. That was lovely. People who cares about you around and just having fun with you, talking, listening to music. Wonderful.
Then friday same procedure, but this time at my bro¨s flat and later at this random place with girls.. oh my GOD!!
Hehe.. I had fun and no sleep at all.

We have to repeat this fellows.. we just have to.

Another great week is just around the hour.

Enjoy people!!
Enjoy!

..just the way it is

It's been a lot these last weeks.
Every weekend something and even on the week.
Trips, parties and sleepovers.. hehe.
I'm not complaining.

I'm just... enjoying everyday and everything.

No fuzz, no hush.

Just plain old fun.

God DAMN!!! I love it! :D

Perhaps is just me..

excuse me if I stared last night...
It's hard for me to not get lost in your beauty.

Stop lie about how you feel..

It was crowded today..
Lots of people with empty eyes and no expressions on their faces walking up and down Avenyn.
It's sad.
But I did found joy today in the crowd.
A little girl sitting on her dads shoulders with big pink hearing protection.
She was smiling.
True joy.

Letting go

Forgive the person who let you down.
Being angry will only corrupt and fuck up your mind.

Forgive and let it go.

I know... I forgave.

Triumph the Insult Dog at ComiCon

Muffins

My first batch of Muffins ever.. there were 9 but I eat one :P
I'll make less next time but they will be MONSTROUS!! hehe

"Treat your first like your last
and your last like your first".

Hahaha....

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My cellphone died

We had a long good run...
loads of calls, pictures taken and music listening until your battery ran out.
But yesterday around 11 in the morning you took the last phone call.
You left me with no phone numbers.
This was your last prank.

I will not miss you anymore, because have been replaced already.

Something in your eyes

I see it in your eyes
There is something
That you hide from me
I don't wanna say I'm sorry
'Cause I know there's nothing wrong
Don't be afraid, there's no need to worry

Older

extract from 'Older'

"Well you're out of time
I'm letting go
You'll be fine
(or maybe you won't)
You're out of time
I'm letting go"

H.I.M. - Your Sweet Six Six Six

I'm losing my faith in you
But you don't want it to be true
But there's nothing you can do
There is no thing you can do - yes, I've lost my faith in you

This is how things are..

They say "they never really miss you til you dead or you gone"

"f you can't respect that your whole perspective is wack
Maybe you'll love me when I fade to black"

"..why must we stay, where we don't belong..".

Smack me back!

"..you deserve someone so much better.."

That's a harsh way of telling you, she is not good for you.
Damn.. how can people say that...?

Sometimes you just need to see things from another perspective, different angle.. like a fucking punch in the face.. hehe.

We have lost a Friend

I had a great time yesterday... until somewhere during the night.
I could not have fun anymore.
I tried..
But there was a hole in me, that could not be filled.

As I got home after calling for the night around 1 or 2 am.
A friend from Chile gave me the news through Messenger.

One of my best friends brother in Chile, died in a car accident.
I've been trying to call but can't get through.

I have very few memories of him, but they are good.
He will always be remembered.

RIP Claudio Gonzalez

What else is there...

"..It was me on that road
Still you couldn't see me.."

Lost cause?

I had almost forgot about you ...until a few days ago.
The memories gets stronger for each day.
The pictures has helped me a lot.

I had given up on you.
But it's nice that I haven't given up completely .

I had to move on back then
We had to move on.
I had to leave it all.
I tried to keep in touch, but... the more I tried the less you cared.

Long time has passed since we saw each other.
The pictures has helped me... you can't even imagine how much.
We had fun, remember?
I sure do.

No more... we have been away from each other for to long now.

I see that you still remember me.
I'm glad.

I promise this...

I'll be back soon

or perhaps you'll come and visit me someday.

Yo quisiera (I would like...)

Blueberry & Raspberry Pie

...sorry.

When you kiss a woman you have to really mean it.
Passion, tenderness, joy, happiness.
It tells...
you are the only one I think of
you are the only one I desire.
Your body and soul shows how much you care about someone

I'm sorry.

I really am because I didn't saw that today.

Again.. I am sorry.

3 done...

3 of 4 canvas are ready..
I'm not that sure yet about the first one.. but I'll see what I do with it.

This feels great..

I feel this strange thing running through in my whole body.
A mixture of relaxation, peace of mind, calmness and love.
The more I think of it... the stronger this feeling gets and I feel invincible.
Seems that I got plenty of this...
and I don't mind sharing this with someone else.

Free your mind and spirit

...get closer to me and you'll find out how good this feels.

Hmmm?

What am I still doing in your head???

The One

i'm dead from all the loneliness this is how i feel understanding everything
has never been my deal maybe you have crossed my path to live inside of me
or maybe you're the reason why i'm losing all my decency
but i believe that you and me we could be so happy
and free inside a world of misery and i believe that you and me
we could be so... inside of you inside of me
cuz this could be the one
this could be the one
this could be the one
this could be the one
i've been lookin' lookin,
lookin' i've been lookin' for my mrs. right
but she don't exist chemistry is everything
and we're anything but this maybe i have crossed your path to sweep you off
your feet or maybe i'm the reason why you cry at night
before you sleep but i believe that you and me
could be so happy and free inside a world of misery
and i believe that you and me we could be so...
inside of you inside of me
cuz this could be the one
this could be the one
this could be the one
this could be the one
what do you think?
we could give it a try 'cause you never know maybe we could be soul mates
but maybe not or maybe so
if you never try then you'll never know the grass could be greener (could be)
and it'll always be greener on the other side
but you just never know this could be the one i do believe that you and me
we could be so happy and free
inside a world of misery and i believe that you and me,
we could be so... inside of you inside of me
'cause this could be the one
this could be the one
this could be the one
this could be the one maybe so maybe not who knows?

Quotes...

"Clarity of mind means clarity of passion, too; this is why a great and clear mind loves ardently and sees distinctly what it loves".

Blaise Pascal

more..

On repeat..

"Close your eyes,
Look deep in your soul
Step outside yourself

...and let your mind go...

frozen eyes stare deep in your mind as you die".

The strangest thing happened...

Thought of blondie while working today.
Several times.
Haven't talked to her for a long time.
Like it happens sometimes.

And what happens around lunch... she calls :D

Am I also developing this gift?
Haha, it was bizarre when the cellphone rang her special tune :P

I know my dad has this strange gift.

We talked, laughed and seems that I have planes this Saturday too :D

SWEEEEET!

Roots

Saw them live in Belfast.
Love this song.

Quotes...

"Never explain--your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe you anyway".

Elbert Hubbard

Brain exercise

I've been tired
barely slept anything..
stressed and trying to pull a lot of shit together.
Making things better, not just immediate things, things for future.
Accepting lies as truth
Knowing when to be quiet and submissive.
Scream on command and take a punch from behind.
Pushing back and standing strong on a idea.
And intelligence to have the space necessary in between

It's not easy...
but, No Worries...it's all good.

Understanding is beautiful... and I have learned.

Everything is in place,

...at last

Quotes...

"All love that has not friendship for its base, is like a mansion built upon sand".

Ella Wheeler Wilcox

Nonsense...

This is the way.

Me away from you.

This has always been the way.

But I was blind.

Your lips and scent had me.

But I am cured.

Hmmm?

I actually don't know what to think of you anymore.
I got no feelings towards you, what so ever.
You say that you want to see me, asks my mother, when I get home; spends time with her, just to see me.
You got a 7 months old baby, you are getting married soon.
Why the urge to become friends again?
We don't have anything in common anymore.
Relationships get ill sometimes... and people just goes apart, they move on.
Like I did.

You never saw us in you and me...
I thought that we could talk about everything.
You could have told me...
I always told you everything...

I'll just have to see what happens, can't promise you anything
We live in totally different worlds.

We'll see what happens when I see you

4 things I did not know...

1.- I should call more often people I like/love. Seems that I have lost very much by not doing this with a special one. I have just promised myself to call more often from now and on.
2.- I should write things more clearly in this blog. I usually just write down shit from my head and then don't read it twice. I do a quick spell check, but seems I need to check the context too.
3.- People really DO read this.
4.- Knifes are dangerous

I'm getting so tired of this shit..

Almost every time I'm in a conversation with her or she gets in,
it turns into a fucking discussion and she has to win.
She has to prove that I am wrong or that her values are stronger.

Why has this shit to happen?
I like her, she is a good friend of me. I had a wonderfull time with her and I do not regret anything.
I don't want to get into this damn discussions anymore.
For her it's a competition the whole time.
I prefer to just go... leave the room or place, I can't make her understand my points or ideas.

Is it because we had sex?
Was I not good enough for her and she wants to make me understand that?
Am I less then her?
or could it be that she is hurt with me in anyway?
That I didn't wanted to become more serious with her?
Does she feel insecure about something? Us as friends?

Why is it so hard for people to just tell?
I know you probably think why don't you ask her, what is wrong?

It's complicated, I see in her eyes that she does not want to share... and with people that are like that... you just can't do anything.
Just wait... wait until the person feels 0k to talk about it

Was it just a game before we hooked up?
It does seems that I got played...

I know that things can never be the same after sex is involved
but you can at least try, I mean you don't have to fake that everything is peachy but at least make an effort.

Why is it easier to hurt and pick on someone then just keep loving and feeling good about the person??

No air...

I don't usually put this kind of videos here, but I've listen to this song so many times and there are times when i just feel like this..

I know it's corny but I do have a soft spot for romance and love :P

I got robbed :S

Me and my brother got home from an evening full of joy, happy moments, drinking beer and dancing with the ladies.
We get inside through one of the main doors here in the building and we meet up some drunk and angry fellow.
We tell him to get out of the building and escorted him against his will out of the door. But he got back in.. yelling that the the flats were flooded, some main pipe was broken or someone broke the main pipe to fuck up the apartments, he explained
I follow him a bit in to the main yard (we got a nice and big yard here in our building) and I can see from across the yard on the third floor the water just poring from a pipe down to the yard. I follow the 3 floor with my eyes and I can see that people are outside their flats worried and trying to get the water out.
As we get up to my flat to check things out I can see that someone has robbed me, the furnitures are all destroyed by the water and all my values are gone. I was waking around in my flat with water to my ankles checking for all the stuff that was gone.
I got angry and frustrated, "The bastards robbed me.." was the only thing I could say and think of...

Putting one and two together, the person or those who robbed me, broke the pipe intentionally to make things worse.. just for me not for the entire building??
Another thing I noticed was my apartment, it was different. Bigger and better. I had sliding doors to a balcony, lots of art... kinda the way I want my apartment to be.

That's what I can remember from my dream.

I focus on the pain...

Something About Us

It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway

I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you

I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life

Sounds good..

Changes...

Come on and hit me baby!

Music was beating loud on the speakers when I walked out of the shower
Took by mistake a look into my eyes through the mirror and I saw a glimpse of my soul.
It was scary but a real thrill.
I saw my thoughts and problems disappear.
As I come back from it, I see myself in the mirror.
There is a huge smile.

It's a first time for me doing it on myself, and it happened by mistake.
I have been able to see other peoples eyes like this but never on myself.

I have to try it again.
I'll try it again some other day.
For now...

I have absolutely nothing to be worried about.

Take care!

There's a storm ragin deep in my soul
There's a howling wind that I just cant control
There's a fire inside me I cant explain

by the horns..

Woke up very anxious today, perhaps a bit to grumpy.
Slept not so good.
I had a lot in my head, a strange dream that i couldn't quite figure out, vibes at work that I couldn't understand either, you know something is up but, it's way to blurry to see it clear, a whole bible of issues just popped up in my head.

All this made me over analyze, things and feeling that I though I was over, that I normally don't put so much into thinking.
I normally think well If it didn't work well fuck it, I move on. I can't be thinking my whole life on what it could be, but today I was analyzing every little fucking thing.
The worst thing was that I could not talk about it, vent or anything... well actually I didn't want to talk about it because it's really nonsense, I had the damn bull by the horns but I couldn't figure things out because people kept asking me what was wrong.

...I'm over it now, thinking about it now... and it's like it always is.
I have moved on, nothing bothers me at this moment..

Feeling fucked up again, it feels good :D

Vibes... hmm?

Something is definitly up

I still get these funny vibes... am I going mad?
I know that is not in my head, cus I've had felt these vibes before.

Perhaps the most sane thing to do is just let this vibes flow.. but I am curious about what they are about.

Anyhow.. It's good to be back at work.

Cheers.

*PS: I have bought sunscreen :P

**PS: Did you know Tommy is dead?? Check out the video

Funny vibes and Miss Piggy

Great first day..
Nice to see "ze" people again.
Many told me that I would be a wreck after 6 months of not doing anything, but to be sincere... it was like just another day.
A few new faces and a whole lot of the same.
I had a funny yet awkward vibe a few times... can't put my finger on it yet.
I'll just see what happens.

Will I dream something today??

Tell you Mom I said Hi!

*Tip: Don't forget to get some sunscreen..

**I love Miss Piggy!!

Just a thought...

Did you know that you are amazing...?

Tired and about to sleep.

little mix of what has been played here...

I wanted some cookies..

One more week... that's all I have left.
I Start working next Monday.

It will be fun and awkward.. *hehe*

You'll see :D

Just a thought..

Kiss me, hug me, show me love...
Is that to hard..
... how can it be so hard?
... to show me that you are interested?

It takes two to tango.
You can't possibly do start something without the other part.
What do you think it will happen if I am the only one to take the initiative?
I will back off.. very simple. I mean what's the point of me doing it all. I need the same or more amount of TLC I'm giving you. I'm very physical. It's all or nothing. I will put my everything.. otherwise its meaningless to be alive.
If you tell me you are shy, sure.. it's understandable.

I have never needed anyone by my side, but that does not mean that I don't want a girl riding shotgun by my side in this life.
Off course not, but If you are not willing, then what's the point?
I'll just back off and we will stay as friends.

Kiss me, hug me, I need that physical touch.
The eyes tells me pretty much, but your body language will tell me more.

//Mario

So high...

Yves Larock - Rise up

The meaning of my dream..

"Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse. To the hopeful it is encouraging because things may get better. To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better".
- King Whitney Jr.

"..it's a change in your life, a big change" that's what my dear mom said after I told her about my dream, she knows about dreams.

Hehe... but what will it be about? I didn't ask and I don't know and I really don't care...

I will just embrace it, no matter how it will turn out to be.

I'm standing here... like I always has been, towards life and the other things

...arms wide open saying "Bring it on!!"

Latest dream...

I'm in a big soft bed the little room I'm in its kinda dark, there are a few candles that illuminates the room a little.
I'm talking with 2 girls there, when suddenly I realize that this bed we are in has a roof less then an arm length above me, and theres a little thing which I really cannot explain what it is but I know how to open it.
And I do open it and out comes a whole bunch of razors, they jump out like they had springs. I get a few cuts, blood starts coming out of them.
Suddenly one of the girls which I know recognize, grabs my arm and say: "you should try this!" and grabs one of the razors and cuts me two times and then inserts the ends of the razor on each cut, It looks like a shiny badge on my arm. After a few minutes I have 5-6 razor badges on my both arms and 2-3 on my hands, these are cutting me very very deep.
Out of the sudden this guy storms in hits one of the girls. I try to help but this guy grabs my arms and hands right where the razors are and I just can't do nothing. The pain is to high and the cuts gets deeper. I can just scream...
I get loss from his grip my hands and arms are bleeding heavy. I start ripping the razors off, more blood, deeper cuts, the guy punches my a few more times until i get my hands free of razors. My hands are a disaster, I can't stop the shaking, big cuts where it oozes blood from. I hear the guy attacking the same girl again, I get in between. Damn coward, he's doing this of jealousy. I grab him by one of the arms, bitch slap him a few times and throw him out of the front door.
I close the door, ...and everything gets pitch black.

Now, is this something about what's gonna happen this summer??

Ain't it funny how...

I listened to this on the radio the other day.
It's hard to explain, I got some screwed up feelings and emotions in my head everytime i listen to this song.
Reminds me of past times where I had fun and thought it all was for real, and it wasn't...

Please try to enjoy it as much as I have ;)

Kanye West - Homecoming feat. Chris Martin

Just playin'

The result of playin' with Photoshop as usual.

*Update

It's around 00:30 am something and I just got home.
Been drinking and having fun, watching the girls move their "colitas".
Still pretty sore, noticed that my left elbow is kinda swollen and the left side of my lower back is hurt to.
I do feel 0k, I didn't hit my head, so the chances of not waking up tomorrow are pretty low.

See you in the morning.

I only hurts when I feel..

bailed today at a miniramp with my bmx.
Had my homekeys on me, fell on them..
My right elbow and shoulder are a little bit sore too but I'm 0k.
Shit happens..
A good hot shower now will do me good.. I wonder what will happen later today :D

Take care pps!

Kenneth Parcell

my new hero...
Kenneth Parcell is the characters name on the series called "30 Rock"
His real name is Jack McBrayer.
I fucking love this guy, he makes me crack every single time with his comments *haha*

Watch out for the Jerry Seinfield part


Check him here to on the new Mariah Carey video "Touch my body"

Just relax...

Sometimes no matter how much you want things to happen.. things just stop.
Everything is on hold.

What to do...?

Just relax lay back and take it easy.
There will be time for it.
There is always time.

Have a great weekend!

There is more in it.. Can you feel it?

"My sweet fucked up bitterness enriches me, makes me see things from a different view, it tells me that it was not meant to be like I thought it was or had planned.
Life has many turns and I am here to enjoy life as long as my heart feels".

I have nothing planned for this weekend, like I always do. Never think about things I have to do. Like I don't have the urge to go out and party, have a drink, never had.
Things happens always around me.
It's always something that comes up.
Today is a lovely and sunny day and my parents are having a BBQ. Tomorrow Saturday, theres a football game, a friend has its debut. We'll be there cheering for him.
Sunday, hmm who knows.. perhaps the movies, bmx ride, out shopping, a walk, meeting that new special girl or perhaps a new girl... like I said, who knows what's gonna happen?
...but I do feel it" :D
It's my way of living, I enjoy it others are scared of the thought of being forgotten.

I do have planned some for this next months, and that are getting material things. Getting my flat furnished. As soon as the "cash-ing" start filling my pockets, I'll be spending it on pimpin' this lovely place.

Tell you Mom I said Hi!

My first Munny.

Some time ago I found on the internet this weird little toys that you could design/paint yourself, but somehow i forgot about them.
Now... a couple of weeks ago I was reminded of their existence, and I just had to buy one.
I'm flat broke, but i just had to get one.
They are called Munny's.
I bought the Mini Munny. They come in white, pink and blue and are 10 cm's tall.
There are bigger sizes but i decided to start with the Mini Munny's.
I'm no Picasso yet, but I love the fact that I can do what ever I want to them.
I call this one "NoName Yet"

Feeling good again

I was gone for a while.
I barely noticed it.
Life kept going as normal, but in my head everything was still.
Thinking about this and that …and what not.
Issues of all kind, kept me on a treadmill
running like Hell and not moving an inch.

This past Sunday was great.
It knocked me down hard.

I’m on my feet again …fresh

…this reboot in my head was needed.

My wonderful weekend

Re-post from Facebook March 16

I’m not sick anymore… I mean health wise, cuz have always been sick and pretty much fucked in the head :P
It has been a good weekend.
Mom visited me early on Friday and then I had a chill out afternoon.
Saturday went from good to fucked up.
Dinner at my parents house and then got fucked up with rum&coke at my bro’s and then pitchers of beer at Tranquilo.
I got really really ....REALLY hammered.
Sunday morning.. shit and Holy FUCK!!
I felt bad… still do. But it was totally worth it.
Long time since I had a hangover that was this terrible.
The time right now is 20:30 and I still have a headache, but a lucky owner of a brand new blue vacuum cleaner.



Cheers :D

This is starting to get freaky...

It's around 02:20 - 02:40 am
I'm pretty hammered and about going to sleep, just checking my cellphone for a sms that i just received, :D
I fall asleep as fast as I lay down on the bed.
Suddenly I wake up... someone is knocking on the door.
I am very drunk after being out drinking and having fun with some people.
I get up, put my boxers on and i walk to the door.
At the same time I am pulling down the door handle, someone from the outside opens the door.
I'm surprised that the door wasn't locked, not a second passes and I have already asked myself over a hundred times ...how can this be?
I see 2 faces, a man and a woman, they look friendly
She talks to me and say:
There are 2 police officers that ARE going in to your appartment now, they have guns please step aside. We have heard that there is a party going on here and we are searching for a couple of men.
I step into my kitchen and wait. The 2 officers search the house and can't find anyone or anything but me.
We sit down at the kitchen table and start talking, the kitchen table is located in a different position as it always is, they start filling me in about what has happened. They found a scarf and my house keys just outside the building. I'm still in my boxers shaking, trying to understand what is happening... is this really happening to me?

My cellphone starts ringing.. I wake up for the second time..
The time is 05:30 something
It's a friend of my brother calling. He tells me that they are having an after party at my brother's flat and they want me to join them.
I get dressed and go over to my brother's flat... all these people... I freeze for a second

..I have just realized that these are the people the 2 officers are looking for.
I stay... Something tells me and I know that I can't leave my brother alone in his flat with all these people.

What's happenin'

the days are getting better and i'm feeling all fucked up...
what a wonderful feeling it is :D
Na.. :P seriously.
Sun is shining and warming more for each day that goes by.
Took Betty out and rode her good :P
I do have to be honest and confess that i have lost some stamina...
but hey, I was happy after it and that is all that matters.
I'll get better with every time I ride her.
It's always on the fourth time things get so much better.








by the way...

This is Betty ;)

No sense

Re-post from Facebook February 27

What if?

No I just move on…
If it’s not happening I can’t give space to it in my head..
I can not change this…
I can not make this…

with out the other part
it is impossible to do everything alone

thou.. i do wish

I do wish that I could.

Is it worth it?

Re-post from Facebook January 29

Did you know that it kills me.
To wait for someone.
Getting answers
Does the person wants you and in what way.
You know?
It’s hard.
With friends it’s simple for me.
You either are or not.
Damn… you get this huge invisible wall in front of them.
The wall can be made of all sorts of things:
Personal problems, insecurity, and so many other things that would take me all day long to try to explain and things that no one else understands but them selfs.
Every girl is different i.e. different walls.
But each one of them has an inscription somewhere with the secret password
This password will let you to her heart or somewhere close to it.
Where you can show them your feelings and that you really mean everything you said.
But you can’t figure out where this password is on the wall with out her.
You need to see her, because every time you meet them the bricks on their walls has changed position.
Some guys jumps this wall.
This is good and bad at the same time.
Off course, it’s fast and easy… but you will at the end only break the poor girls heart.
This will only lead them to make the wall stronger and more difficult for us others to try getting through.

Is the waiting worth it.
Yes no doubt… , but even the most patience man will stop trying at the end and will move on to the next wall.

Climbing through Clarity

In those moments of clarity everything falls into place. He knows what to do and what not to.
It is more then understood that she does not want anything else with him. She enjoys him and the friendship, but that is how far she will go.
Him on the other side, won't let it go. She cut him deeper then he thought.
He is healing quite fast on the outside but its on the inside that things happens.
It's often music or states of mind that triggers this reactions. He starts to think about her and he gets slow.. wishing that she could be next to him for just a moment.
Holding hands, kissing, caressing and hugging. Breathing the sweet scent of her body.
He seems to got stuck

I guess he is not as strong mentally as I am, but on the other side. He is more passionate and dares to express his feelings. I can see the struggle that he goes through, every time that he hits that big big wall of hers, the climbing does not end.
He falls every time...

I always ask him, why do you keep climbing every single time.
He always replies to me with the same answer:

"For me, this is living.."

I'm no mind reader!

why the fuck is it soo God damn hard to make girls understand that we like you and want to be with them?
I'm going mad with them, fuck!!
I get when you are not interested, but when you do... shit, what is it that you want?
I'm having trouble reading you girls, perhaps it's just me...
I know why don't you have a big ass sign hanging to your necks or a t-shirt with words ion it.
"I'm interested in you"
This would make my life and so many other guys life so much easier.

Next time you see me and you are interested, look into my eyes and tell me "..I like you" or just invite me a coffee and we'll start from there.

Mario out!

Something About Us

Re-post from Facebook January 5

I was just browsing on the internet and as usual I ended up on Youtube.
Found this video, it’s not the actual video that is cool. Its the song…
I think i could go to sleep every night listening to this.

It calms my heart and makes me think of… ;) you know.

Sit or lay down on your favorit couch or bed, turn the lights down, turn up your speakers and enjoy this as I will keep enjoying it.

...

Re-post from Facebook January 4

..still thinking… =)

The one

Re-post from Facebook January 3

Long time since i’ve listened to this, makes you think… a little bit.

Hehe..

Re-post from Facebook January 2

I’m in such good mood at this right moment and I wish she was here in my flat |D

This one is for you sweet, from me to you ;)

Moody superstitions

Re-post from Facebook January 1



We latinos has a whole bunch of superstitions and believes.
Specially around new years eve.

Don’t give the new years hugs untill after 12, otherwise its bad luck.
You have to eat 12 grapes, one at each bell. These 12 grapes represents the months of the year. Good grapes, good months, bad ones.. you get it right?
Put a gold ring i your champagne class, will give you economic prosperity the next year. As well putting money in your shoes.
Giving the new years hug to a person of the opposit sex will give you loads of love.
Sit down on the couch and get up on each bell is marriage.
New clothes next year, wear your underwear inside out.
The list goes on and on.. don’t let me start with colors.. god damn!!

New years resolutions.. naa why make promises that you can’t keep. You are just fooling yourself. Dress up, wear a tuxedo, here up north.. just a bullshit thing, i know i’m sorry but i think its crap. Sure people look good a few girls look BEAUTIFUL, but they also freeze their butts off and get drunk/fucked up beyond recognition, just an hour or tow after the putted it on. The bow tie is in the pocket, shirt is all wrinkled, the girls heals are killing them because of the shoes, their dresses are puked by some lame ass kid that can’t handle the licor.

Hey… maybe i’m just bitter because last night was just another night in my life.
I did’t kiss any girl last night at 12, neither did i eat the grapes…

Something is missing and I am gonna figure it out. It was just a bad night.
Shit happens and maybe I was just in no mood to party last night.
I don’t need to believe in superstitions to know that this year is going to be so much better then the last one.
A “girl” will be by my side for a few great months, i’m gonna be right by her side as long as she wants and need me to, loads of sex, more tatts, and i am getting a fucking raise at work.

Life is to wonderful and it goes to fast to be thinking of little things that make you hope about something that might happen.

People… you don’t need anything else then yourself. Believe in and what you can do and accomplish.

Happy New Year fuckers and give me a hug me next time you see me ;)

Un año mas...

Re-post from Facebook December 31

…the old one is leaving, a new one is entering…

I think that I know what to do now...

Re-post from Facebook December 26

There are times when you don’t find anything as it should be.
You want something, put the thoughts into action but.. some how it does not work.
The planets are not aligned, the stars show you different paths ahead of you.
You get mixed feelings in your head, peoples opinions and advises, fuck you up. Everything gets you confused.
You see a big billboard in front of you with those words: It’s not time…
I need to settle things right in my head… break the circle within me. I know I am my biggest enemy.
I need to hold back. I have to hold back, at least untill I am sure of this for 100%

Don’t worry.. I’m fine.

I just need to.. you know… put the jigsaw of a brain that I have back together.

The problem is that there are pices missing…

Take care.

That's just the way it is.

Re-post from Facebook December 26

Is not that I think I’ve been forgotten. Sometimes you want spend time with someone or want something so hard but it doesn’t work or nothing happens. And if you have alcohol in you body… don’t get me started.. hehe.
I had so much fun yesterday and I just wanted to share those moments with someone special.
But hey… it’s not over yet

Well you can’t have it all any time you want in this world..

Have fun kids!

Quotes

Re-post from Facebook December 13,

“The first kiss is not given with the mouth, but with the look” - Tristan Bernard

Enlightenment.

RE-post from Facebook December 9, 2007

The weekend was shit except for a few highlights, that cheered me up for a few hours.
But the strangest thing happened last night.
I wrote a few lines to a special someone and after that, some how… I was 0k.
I slept like a baby and today has been great. Like a huge weight lifted from my shoulders.. and the funny thing is.. that I still have to call on Monday to see if the problem is going to be solved.
I don’t wanna jinx it but.. somehow everything is gonna be 0k with the call.
I feel like a divine light is pointing at me.. funny and disturbing at the same time.

There are not many times I feel like this, hopefully I’m right this time…

...an I will be one lucky bastard. *He he*

Peace folks!

Mario out!